CalendulaFella

I'm a largely inexperienced male desperately wanting to explore my sexuality much more.

I'm still a virgin, and I state that because I don't want to misrepresent myself to anyone.

I've grown increasingly submissive as the years have gone by and there are so many avenues I'd like to explore, but I don't feel I have the courage to without help or guidance at this stage.

An ultimate fantasy of mine is to be a long term live-in slave/servant to a wonderful woman or maybe even a couple.

I have experimented during masturbation with a little anal, orgasm denial, and CBT in the past, and I did enjoy it somewhat. There's just something about a woman deriving pleasure from an ordeal that I'm going through that gives me a great sense of satisfaction, and makes me want to push myself further.

I woke up to my interracial fetish around the age of 20 when I started accepting myself for what I was and the the areas in which I lack as a male. I marvel at the divine beauty of black and white together.

More recently I've even found myself liking the idea of being dominated by a couple, an idea which my time on XH has opened my mind to after seeing such beautiful couples on here. The thought of being under the control of a Man and/or Woman, and bringing them both as a couple some sort of pleasure through my subservience is an increasingly interesting prospect.

I would love to make new friends and find some online chat partners to get kinky with, as there is so much more I want to learn and explore. So please feel free to contact me. Most importantly, I'm happy to hear what I can do to make any situation more pleasurable for you, if I can. :)

Here's a quick list of things I'm interested in (Obviously I've little or no real life experience in most of these areas):

Ass Worship,
Strap-on,
Female Domination,
Couple Domination (Where I'm the Sub/Cuck),
Chastity

Here's a list of things I love:

Anal,
CBT,
Interracial,
Orgasm Denial,
Prostate Massage/Milking,
Real-Time Instructions/Tasks (One thing I absolutely adore is being given kinky instructions and tasks to carry out in Real-Time for another Woman/Couples pleasure)
General Kinkiness
Being introduced to new things

Not into cams or photographs at this early stage yet though, and I'd prefer to keep chat on this site for now if possible

Lots of love and hugs,
CalendulaFella xx